I'm a failure in completion. I make promises i dont keep to even myself. I've learned that i am a slow slow worker. It's disapointing. For as quick witted as i can be (and that is in no way a compliment to myself)--but for as fast as i can spout out bullshit, i do actual work extremely slowly. I think that my imganitation develops like a very slow polaroid. Images come to me, but over days or sometimes week. and i distract myself too often. Even now.
I need to learn how to work faster and to focus.
While i do work slowly, the questions and answers are constantly forming in my head. Im exploring as many possibilities, mentally, as i can think of before each and every action. It is a constant annoyance to have that endless stream of consciousness which is more often wrong than right.
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