Tuesday, January 20, 2009

I really like book covers.

I want to make some toy books.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Influenza ( i think )

Friday. I shouldnt have gone to work. I knew i wasnt feeling well. I hate other people when they go in sick, but im surrounded by masochists who also like their jobs. I did spend all day on the couch at work, basically what i would have done at home, only i was spreading my disease, i guess. Either way, i left early. i slept. i slept it off i thought on Saturday morning. but no. i was wrong. It's monday and I'm still retarded.

It doesnt really matter. I mean, my general feeling is that sometimes you get fucking sick. It's not a big deal, a microbial war that your body has to fight inside while the rest of you takes it easy on the outside. It's just uncomfortable. So, it's like, do I take medicine JUST SO THAT I'M COMFORTABLE? seems so dumb. I'll take vitamins. You know...I view them as weaponry. but, do my soldiers need blankets? What happens when I'm in REAL pain??

The bad thing is that i have three roommates. Which means that my germs are getting spread in four completely separate directions throughout the city. Spread and magnified. I better be better tomorrow.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

the "Holidays"

Something told me the quotations were needed.

Going home for the holidays was sort of fun in retrospect, but there's something about actually being home that puts me on edge. i don't know why. To me, the real world is that lifestyle which i encounter when i return to my hometown. I don't know if I'm cut out for it. It looks hard.

But, you know...it was christmas, and we did all the christmas stuff and it was fun.

midnight mass...well without actually going inside.


kids were around,

and plenty to eat and drink.

Monday, January 5, 2009


Right now i am STARVING. im actually starving. i hopped on the Leeanne bandwagon of fasting this week. Yesterday and today we could eat only vegetables. i dont even know what vegetables are nor do i know how to eat them. i ate a salad with no dressing, an egg (morning), brocolli, a bag of carrots, and some popcorn. sooo... it wasnt perfect. but today, i've had an apple, steamed vegetables and about two teaspoons of peanut butter which is probably not allowed, but it's the best tasting peanut butter i've ever had. Tomorrow, there is no food allowed. nothing. We have a video confessional set up at home to document our* progress.

*leeanne, chris, and myself